Pornography Appreciation / Sexual curiousities / etc topic

Started by FreakAnimalFinland, December 13, 2009, 09:55:35 PM

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oOoOoOo

This video is entitled "Boy in a dress shitting outside - gay scat porn at ThisVid tube" you can obviously find it at thisvid, but that website requires free signup, I think.
http://puu.sh/oYauF.wmv

This is an absolute gem, which I saved from this guy's account which he took down, entitled "poofybunny-return-of-the-dress-uncut" this video is similar to the last one.
http://puu.sh/oYbu6.webm

Here's his tumblr
http://thatpoofybunny.tumblr.com/

You know the funny thing about my fetishes? People are into some mild shit, like chastity, or cross dressing, or being whipped, or taking a dildo up the ass, which is all well and good, but if I were to mention the stuff I like, people will dislike you and avoid you. I wouldn't even care, if I was into literally anything else. I'd fess up to anything else, it wouldn't bother me. Except, I don't know, it's just a terrible curse, having a sexuality misunderstood by so many. There's still hope that I can be abducted by a peaceful, super advanced race of alien people. Maybe then I will find some acceptance and understanding in this world. I don't just mean because of some stupid inconsequential sexual interest, I just mean finding someone who I can relate to in general. Maybe I could relate to someone on some superficial level, but what really is relating to anyone anyways? No one can really feel what you feel. Even if you know someone who feels the same way you feel, you can be very bored with that person. I have nothing to say. In conclusion, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WlBiLNN1NhQ

Andrew McIntosh

http://www.vice.com/en_au/read/serial-killer-twitter-teenage-girl-fans

QuoteI am a radical feminist who also happens to be highly attracted to people that abuse and murder women. Oops. I actually don't find Dahmer attractive any more, I like Bundy and Ramirez a lot better, ha-ha.
Shikata ga nai.

cutter

QuoteYou know the funny thing about my fetishes? People are into some mild shit, like chastity, or cross dressing, or being whipped, or taking a dildo up the ass, which is all well and good, but if I were to mention the stuff I like, people will dislike you and avoid you. I wouldn't even care, if I was into literally anything else. I'd fess up to anything else, it wouldn't bother me. Except, I don't know, it's just a terrible curse, having a sexuality misunderstood by so many.

Actually, i can say i feel you... In fact that's why not so many people know about the fetish i have, but what's good in my situation is that my girlfriend understands it ang i can see that she a little likes it. But anyway, i know how it is to be misunderstood and avoided.

Duality

Quote from: Si Clark on May 21, 2016, 12:47:11 PM
Quote from: Andrew McIntosh on May 21, 2016, 06:56:29 AM
http://www.vice.com/en_au/read/serial-killer-twitter-teenage-girl-fans

QuoteI am a radical feminist who also happens to be highly attracted to people that abuse and murder women. Oops. I actually don't find Dahmer attractive any more, I like Bundy and Ramirez a lot better, ha-ha.
I don't know why I read that article all to the end. No real analysis or finding an understanding of these people, just - "hey here's something, don't understand what it means though, how about that?".
That's Vice for you. They rarely have interesting articles and when they do, there's no analysis.

Fluid Fetish

Quote from: oOoOoOo on May 20, 2016, 03:09:54 AM
This video is entitled "Boy in a dress shitting outside - gay scat porn at ThisVid tube" you can obviously find it at thisvid, but that website requires free signup, I think.
http://puu.sh/oYauF.wmv

This is an absolute gem, which I saved from this guy's account which he took down, entitled "poofybunny-return-of-the-dress-uncut" this video is similar to the last one.
http://puu.sh/oYbu6.webm

Here's his tumblr
http://thatpoofybunny.tumblr.com/

You know the funny thing about my fetishes? People are into some mild shit, like chastity, or cross dressing, or being whipped, or taking a dildo up the ass, which is all well and good, but if I were to mention the stuff I like, people will dislike you and avoid you. I wouldn't even care, if I was into literally anything else. I'd fess up to anything else, it wouldn't bother me. Except, I don't know, it's just a terrible curse, having a sexuality misunderstood by so many. There's still hope that I can be abducted by a peaceful, super advanced race of alien people. Maybe then I will find some acceptance and understanding in this world. I don't just mean because of some stupid inconsequential sexual interest, I just mean finding someone who I can relate to in general. Maybe I could relate to someone on some superficial level, but what really is relating to anyone anyways? No one can really feel what you feel. Even if you know someone who feels the same way you feel, you can be very bored with that person. I have nothing to say. In conclusion, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WlBiLNN1NhQ

So, not that it's any of my business but I'm just genuinely curious, you're into gay scat but you're heterosexual or you're bisexual? Just asking due to your story about the online dating being with a girl and everything, plus I find the idea of the possibility of a heterosexual male who is into gay scat porn fascinating...although if you're bisexual that would obviously make sense. Or you could just tell me to fuck off haha...but like I said, just curious.

oOoOoOo

Quote from: Fluid Fetish on May 22, 2016, 02:03:10 AM
Quote from: oOoOoOo on May 20, 2016, 03:09:54 AM
This video is entitled "Boy in a dress shitting outside - gay scat porn at ThisVid tube" you can obviously find it at thisvid, but that website requires free signup, I think.
http://puu.sh/oYauF.wmv

This is an absolute gem, which I saved from this guy's account which he took down, entitled "poofybunny-return-of-the-dress-uncut" this video is similar to the last one.
http://puu.sh/oYbu6.webm

Here's his tumblr
http://thatpoofybunny.tumblr.com/

You know the funny thing about my fetishes? People are into some mild shit, like chastity, or cross dressing, or being whipped, or taking a dildo up the ass, which is all well and good, but if I were to mention the stuff I like, people will dislike you and avoid you. I wouldn't even care, if I was into literally anything else. I'd fess up to anything else, it wouldn't bother me. Except, I don't know, it's just a terrible curse, having a sexuality misunderstood by so many. There's still hope that I can be abducted by a peaceful, super advanced race of alien people. Maybe then I will find some acceptance and understanding in this world. I don't just mean because of some stupid inconsequential sexual interest, I just mean finding someone who I can relate to in general. Maybe I could relate to someone on some superficial level, but what really is relating to anyone anyways? No one can really feel what you feel. Even if you know someone who feels the same way you feel, you can be very bored with that person. I have nothing to say. In conclusion, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WlBiLNN1NhQ

So, not that it's any of my business but I'm just genuinely curious, you're into gay scat but you're heterosexual or you're bisexual? Just asking due to your story about the online dating being with a girl and everything, plus I find the idea of the possibility of a heterosexual male who is into gay scat porn fascinating...although if you're bisexual that would obviously make sense. Or you could just tell me to fuck off haha...but like I said, just curious.
Nooo, don't worry. I'm not the mean sort, because I can see you're approaching the question with politeness and lack of condescension. Seeing as I have never actually had sex with anyone, I find the idea of who I have a preference to have sex with to be meaningless to answer. Who I happen to be attracted to in pornography is incidental, it can't define my sexuality because what I've experienced sexually hasn't involved the physical act of sex. Now, that's not to say I've never felt sexual excitement or pleasure, because there's certainly ways of achieving that without a sexual partner. I'll spare you the details.

If I were to tell you my sexuality, I feel I'd be falling into a trap of theorizing and trying to come up with an answer out of pure logic, instead of experience. I suppose you could draw the conclusion that if I see a guy and I get turned on, then that somehow means that I'm attracted to guys. You could conclude that, but under what circumstances do I come together with another guy, and we find each other attractive, we fuck, or whatever? I'm pessimistic, I don't have faith in my own sexual ability to find someone who I want to have sex with, let alone someone who wants to have sex with me.

Here's the answer you may have been looking for though. Yes, sometimes a person who is transgender can be attractive. I don't find many guys attractive, usually only twinks and effeminate type guys, sometimes a guy who's lean and muscular but also has an elegant body can be attractive too. Women? My habits would show that I haven't shone much interest in women, sexually. I will tell people who I know in person, I am mostly heterosexual, but incidentally homosexual, for a very small number of guys. Part of that statement is true, I'm only attracted to a certain type of guys. That may be because of my lack of experience, but hey. What is false though, is me saying I'm mainly attracted to women. I spent the majority of my time paying attention to men.

I don't know why it's so difficult and complex for me to convey my sexuality to others. I think it's because I, to my chagrin, am often more deeply contemplative than others. Is that absolutely a good thing? Absolutely not. It can be horrible, driving myself to ask so many questions, but yet reaching absurd false conclusions, or being so confused by my own inner conscious dialog that I can't even articulate the message that I wish I was saying, so instead I may just say something stupid to hide the fact that I'm utterly, hopelessly confused. Am I doing a little bit of that right now? Maybe a little.

I would like to add, that in the dating world I would settle for women. That's because I feel that the sort of guy that I am after isn't there. I don't have much hope that I can find the sort of guy that, in my imagination, is someone who I'd be in love with. I think that I feel more comfortable with the idea of dating women, because I think that in all actuality I still question how attracted to men I am. I feel safer with the idea of being attracted to women, but this is something that I've been theorizing in my head with for years. I think that originally I wasn't very attracted to guys at all, until I started to become curious and that developed in my brain an attraction to other guys. I think that innately, that possibility was always there and could have arisen one way or another, as not to say that homosexuality isn't something you're born with.

Andrew McIntosh

Quote from: oOoOoOo on May 22, 2016, 02:52:58 AM
Who I happen to be attracted to in pornography is incidental, it can't define my sexuality because what I've experienced sexually hasn't involved the physical act of sex.

It's interesting that what you call "the physical act of sex" has a higher post in your mind's hierarchy than pornography. Masturbation, after all, is just as physical. But I can understand why anyone prioritises actual two-or-more-person physical contact over jerking off, it's an ingrained instinct and society definitely favours it.

When Masami Akita of Merzbow called pornography "the subconscious of sex" I think he was onto something. Smut allows our fantasies to come to life, and it's our sexual fantasies that are the true mark of our desires, I believe. When it's easy to get what you want online you'll gravitate to that more than make the effort with a real person.

I like to believe that with the advent of pornography, the growing acceptance of prostitution as a serious industry and not something to be ashamed of (or to be ashamed of if that turns you on), sex aids and other technology we can bypass the whole bullshit human relation thing all together and just go straight to what we want. In that event, as far as describing yourself sexually, you are what you want to fuck.
Shikata ga nai.

oOoOoOo

Quote from: Andrew McIntosh on May 22, 2016, 03:42:10 AM
Quote from: oOoOoOo on May 22, 2016, 02:52:58 AM
Who I happen to be attracted to in pornography is incidental, it can't define my sexuality because what I've experienced sexually hasn't involved the physical act of sex.

It's interesting that what you call "the physical act of sex" has a higher post in your mind's hierarchy than pornography. Masturbation, after all, is just as physical. But I can understand why anyone prioritises actual two-or-more-person physical contact over jerking off, it's an ingrained instinct and society definitely favours it.

When Masami Akita of Merzbow called pornography "the subconscious of sex" I think he was onto something. Smut allows our fantasies to come to life, and it's our sexual fantasies that are the true mark of our desires, I believe. When it's easy to get what you want online you'll gravitate to that more than make the effort with a real person.

I like to believe that with the advent of pornography, the growing acceptance of prostitution as a serious industry and not something to be ashamed of (or to be ashamed of if that turns you on), sex aids and other technology we can bypass the whole bullshit human relation thing all together and just go straight to what we want. In that event, as far as describing yourself sexually, you are what you want to fuck.
Well, perhaps it is a little bit of cultural bias towards two person sex, on my part. I've tried to make moves to find someone who I might like. I have found several, several of whom I've met up with in person person. I even found one who had the same interests as me, he was from tumblr. Boy was he creepy. Not exactly my idea of a romantic, monumentally perverted fantasy I had in my mind. But then again, I realize it's a bit conceited of me to say that about him, but I believe that there's two types of people in this world. People who are charming, and people who are unflattering and stupid. I don't have malice towards this person, I simply find him negative to my sensibilities.

It is fascinating to think about what pornography says about the subconscious. Every person is about as unique as a cluster of stars and galaxies, people who say we're not unique as a species negate everyone's infinite complexity. They negate not only the complexity of others, but the complexity of life. Sexuality is a complicated, neglected matter.

You sound a bit like my friend from steam, someone who loves technology, sees robots as the future and virtual reality as a means of escape from the hopelessly fucked up world we live in as a means of escape. I miss that person, but they freaked out at me and told me they were going to go join isis, then removed me from their contact list. I really did admire her as a human being though. Ah, nostalgia.

You don't really resemble my friend from steam, but your rejection from society in favor of the next step in evolution, the technological age where we overcome our own human nature. That is something I look forward to as well, but I don't indulge myself in that sort of sci fi transhumanist sort of thing too much. It's simply not here yet, so I don't want to get my hopes up.

In conclusion, I'd just like to say that indeed nothing is sacred. Any sexual fantasy that a person has, they can have, regardless of whether or not it's deemed acceptable by society. After all, all people are just people, there's no better or worse person. There are only people who try to apply their own rules on others, but there's no absolute morality, so really it's only a chess board of egos.

Andrew McIntosh

Quote from: oOoOoOo on May 22, 2016, 04:14:59 AM
You don't really resemble my friend from steam, but your rejection from society in favor of the next step in evolution, the technological age where we overcome our own human nature.

It's no problem, but for the record I am in no way a futurist/transhumanist/etc. I just think it's possible human sexual relations are and can become more "artificial", and for mine I think that's a good thing. For humanity in general, I don't think it's a good thing, and I guess there'll be as much resistance to it in the future as there is now (anti-porn, anti-whore, anti-sex doll, etc.). Fun for all, really.
Shikata ga nai.

oOoOoOo

Ah, yes. Looking over what you said now, I can see you didn't mean that. I'm sorry. After writing those paragraphs, I was literally staring at your response for like half an hours, just trying to figure out what to say in response. I suppose I'm just a bit tired, so if I'm not on the top of my game in comprehending what you're saying, oh well. I'll be going to bed now.

oOoOoOo

Ugh, I'm sorry for writing such retarded garbage. Every time I do that I wake up the next morning feeling terrible. Fucking hell. So if that's why a giant wall of retarded text is missing, there you go. I save the writings I do sometimes though, if I put a lot of work into them.

Fluid Fetish

Things have been too busy for me to do much posting on here recently but thanks for answering my question.

I'm going to be the cliche motivational speaker here for a moment but your posts and writing to me aren't retarded garbage at all. haha, take it easy, you're too harsh on yourself as I found your posts interesting and compelling enough to inquire further about some of what you said for example.

oOoOoOo

Thank you. The second part that I wrote, more about fetish and less about sexual orientation was - I suppose a bit much for me to leave out in the open like that. That's the writing I'm referring to, the one that I deleted which is why I felt stupid that I put it up. I get these really passionate moments where I just feel compelled to write extremely personal things, which much to my embarrassment leaves me feeling pretty bad about myself afterwards. I may also just be exaggerating how I feel, or, feeling a bit exaggerated and melodramatic emotions, because I guess I'm just sort of insecure. Thank you for being polite though, I appreciate that you find what I say interesting.

Andrew McIntosh

Yes, Sotos did seem to go over my head initially but then I haven't read a lot of his work. Actually, he started making more sense to me when I heard him recite some of his material online. I forget how sometimes it takes the spoken word to make the written word a bit more apparent.

Certainly, most people would prefer the "real thing" if there was an actual choice laid before them. But, with technology, sex substitutes are in a position of becoming the "real thing" in themselves. There are brothels in Japan that feature only sex dolls, for example. People are now taking seriously the idea of their ultimate fantasies, which of course can't be completely accommodated, certainly not all the time, by other people.

I think it's a case now of more opportunity provided by more recent technology (which is why I understand why oOoOoOo might have thought I was a bit of a trans-humanist). We've had years of literature and pictorial art to indulge our filthy fantasies with, which has led to a lot of soul searching and intellectualising (Sotos on Satre and Genet, eh? Probably had to happen in time). But now there's potential for more instant and more penetrating gratification. For organisms that just want to shoot sperm but might not have had a lot of potential in the "real world" of the gene pool, there are more options that don't involve a lot of social risk.

Which means, I think, that even those who are able to at least have a chance to accommodate indulging their desires in the traditional social ways will opt for easier ways that by design wont involve other people. Child sex dolls for pedophiles, for example. Since this is all very recent by human standards, consequences aren't fully understood. But I just feel that pure lust will out for most people. But of course not all. Because for a lot of people, that lust can only be sated by other human flesh, and of course all the emotional froth that comes from it.
Shikata ga nai.

cutter

Quote from: Andrew McIntosh on May 28, 2016, 04:17:50 AM
Certainly, most people would prefer the "real thing" if there was an actual choice laid before them. But, with technology, sex substitutes are in a position of becoming the "real thing" in themselves. There are brothels in Japan that feature only sex dolls, for example. People are now taking seriously the idea of their ultimate fantasies, which of course can't be completely accommodated, certainly not all the time, by other people.
sometimes I think, that in Japan you can "feed" almost every fetish you can probably come up with, okay, maybe not stricte pedofilia or shit but the truth is that the women/girls are looking really really i can say "teeny" there so it can be treated as a some sort of substitute too.
Also you probably heard about some king of cyber sex (you know, with those goggles on but i dont actually remember the name of it) but yeah, the world and the technology is going that way, so in a few years/decades there could be a kind of substitutes like android dolls but you wouldn't be even able to notice that's not a human... but finally, the sex industry is going to surprise us (at least in my opinion)